We often do not appreciate the existence of people in our
life. We forget to see the effect they give to us. Until at one point, where
those people slowly fade away and disappear. And at that time, regret is not an
option. It has to be accepted.
I don’t know this short story title since my sister just
sent me chapter 2. But whoever wrote this, I owe you a very huge appreciation. It’s
about a girl, who is hardly fall in love. But then, when she did, that guy
died. And I was stuck in the middle either to continue read it or just stop. But
well, curiosity kills the cat right? And might be so to human being. Then, I continue.
I must say that the writer wants to highlight the
appreciation part and how to deal with a loss. Because sometimes we often
forget what we have in front of us until that person leave. And what more to
left? Memory. But then in Tihani’s story, she didn’t has any memory at all. Nothing
to be remembered. I think that’s better instead of having too much memories
which can makes she hurts more in the end.
I feel it, to be truth. (I mean, I felt it when I read that
story lah ;-p)
When you have plenty of time to say something but then you
only got a chance after that person leave you. Forever. What to do anymore? You write so many
letters, but still, that person cannot read it. You cried missing him badly,
but he won’t come. He died. Already.
That is why, when you get a chance to say something, then
say it. Speak it from your heart. Doesn’t mean that you have to say I-Love-You
to express your love. There are a lot of ways to show or say it. Even being
concern with them also show that you are actually care about them. And we care
for what we love.
So, when my brothers went to the mosque yesterday, I sent
them in front of the door and told them to be careful. Well, should practice it
as soon as possible since I’m afraid couldn’t do so in the future. And of
course they were like =,=’ what happen to our sister ni?
Who cares? I love them all by the
Luka jiwa yang mereka idapkan, dilingkung oleh tembok dinding
yang tebal dan tinggi, sehingga yang kelihatan oleh orang luar atau mereka
ketahui hanya senyumnya saja, padahal senyum itu penuh dengan kepahitan.”