I was young (I am still young, tho ;p), there were so many things that I wanted
to achieve in my future and at that time, everything looks easy. The path that I
created was so smooth. It was like the incline graph in the chart. But when
time flies, I realized one thing. It’s not that easy. In fact, it was
difficult. I cried countless times. I fell most of the time too. Life was so
unfair back then. Everything looks unfair for me. I kept questioning too. Why me?
see the sweetness of being patience at that time. I didn’t see how my future
looks like too in the end. It was like jigsaw puzzle in 1000 pieces. You try
and error. Sometimes it fits with one another and sometimes you fail even you
try harder. But one thing that I always feel grateful is, having a family. Actually,
it doesn’t matter how many times you fall as long as there’s always people who
will support you at the back, who always lend you their hands and keep telling
you that everything will be okay. Those kind of people, are the most precious
thing that I ever have during my hard time.
flies. Many things change too. The graph that I hope to be inclined before,
still just like that. But it’s not something that you have to complain anymore.
I learn one thing. Be grateful. Always be grateful. Sometimes things might be
simple or even small for you. But it’s actually the things that other people
are hoping for. I know that kind of feeling. I know the feeling of not
getting what you want. I know the feeling of waiting for something but it’s not
for you. I know the feeling of getting the word, ‘Sorry’ too. I’ve experienced
it so many times. And when people told me about their failure, I was just
smile. Not because I don’t pity them. But I already get used to it in my past,
when I was so young to feel that feeling. When most of us were enjoying their
teenage life and I have to struggle for my future.
life is not always difficult guys. Allah knows how much your tears, how tired
and helpless you are too. Everything counted. When I talk to my family and they
throwback about the old story, it never failed to make me smile. And I am so
grateful to Him. Yes, I cannot predict what will happens in my future. But Allah’s
plan surely the best. But without people who I called family, I am nothing. I might
not become me as of today.
single strength that I get of getting up even I am down, is coming from them. That’s
why I keep promising myself. I want them to be with me not just during my
hardships. I want them together with me during my happiness too. Watching me
during my graduation day, supporting me during my interviewing day, and
cherishing me during my working days. Thank you. I always remember every single
helps that you guys offered me. Thanks again.
wipe my tears now, I think.
My current obsession
1. Travel to Dungun. (Yes, I mean Dungun only.)
2. I am currently waiting for the paperback version to be published in Kino. Kino, please make it fast T__T
I still got more. But those are what I read repeatedly.